yes, I am still here


it’s been ages and ages since I’ve posted here. For the past months, I’ve had, well, not much to say. And also too much to say.   And all of that nothingness and too-muchness swirling around my mind as the chaos of the situation in this country (well, the world, but especially here) unfolds and…



(Amy and me, at another friend’s wedding, 7 days before she died.)   Tomorrow, it will be 17 years. I got the phone call from someone who didn’t really know Amy, so when he was acting strange, and told me to sit, and told me “Amy died” (his voice breaking), I didn’t have a clue…